Yes, I was just optmistic about maybe a few seconds ago too.
This is not bi-polar I found out fro the doc.
I went through some really extreme tests.
My dad's insurance helped pay for it all.
I wanted to find out what the hell was wrong with me and not just some other damned bullshit diagnosis.
Bi-polar is what they tell u that u got when u have no insurance. It's all about the money no matter what any of those liars tell ya.
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ANywaym The results came back in and I struggle with major Obsessive Overthinking and I am like a level 3 or 4 she had told me as far as my ADHD is concerned.
Mine is not as obvious as the OCD where like they wash their hands like 55 times, and then shut the window 49 times or something (that shit would drive me really damned nuts then!)
My thinking from my brain has nothing to do with being what society claims as a "nerd" since I can only be me.
I just deal with a ton of what they call (and yes, these scientists and doctors have a name for everything! lol) not disruptive, but it is a type of thinking that just makes me worried about everything constantly and all the time.
I lash out like anyone who has this shit because I feel like sometimes this is all there is of me, and I want to show people I am not a freak. lol, but then the rest of the day will be focused on how "others" offline and OF COURSE online too. Also, it might be still a little known fact, but how one acts and talks/types online is how they actually are in real life. Hard as I might try to act like I am somebody else with a different personality, anyone can see right through the bullshit. treatment is for me to use a new medicine regimen, and YES she is cutting off another medication and I am only down to two ffs! She would like for me to gain even more counseling for right now for a few months and then I can inch it off as I see fit. But for someone like me, I am going to have to continue to use cognitive skills not only drugs and have some form of a support system otherwise I don't know... I just don't want to look like that jack ass from Antioch, or the unibomber crazy person!! He WOULDNT take his meds! And really, I would be the one to off my self ONLY instead of harming other people just cause of my low self esteem due to me not following on how to keep track of my life. so yeah - lol ..
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